Poem :)

Middle Earth , Where Art thou,
Where Surviving, was the only exam
Listening to the Plaintive tunes of Wars forgotten
In the Melodies Of The Singing Tree elves,
Immersed In the Scent And Taste Of their Heavenly Bread
Where Sauron and His Puppet Kings were only to fear,
And Not these Mortal Obstacles of Questions aNd Answers,
And Not the Fear Of Wrath Of HOD's
I Lay Thyself, In Such Horrendous Tragedies,
to Come And To Become

temper temper soaring high!
hey why do you cry?
i know there is this system you want to defy,
but there is nothing now u can do about it,
other than flow with it,
no i am not meaning to pry,
coz i am no spy,
what you need is some fletchery,
to get to your destination without treachery!
And the end of it i know
your arrow
will get to the target without any sorrow

I swear there ain't no condescension
i have a lot on my mind , nothing to relieve my tension
there are maniacal gits trying to disturb my newfound attention,
this i think 's the reason for ma loss of concentration
No i try not to be judgemental,
but people around me r crazy and mental
I wish my workload wasn't exponentially torrential
Is there anyway i can get through this?
what i need is a bag full of tricks
is there anyway i can attain salvation
coz my sincerity is just a pretention
OBG is just another embarrasing orgy
Is there any solution
as this problem has my nil comprehension
No there ain't no condescension

2012, November and december rain

Manipal situated in western ghats, has a tropical weather, continuos incessant rains close to wht happens in the rainforests, the evergreen forsts.
living in manipal, i have to to enjoy and despise the never ending rainfall, have adapted to such a habitat too.
its been 4 long years.
but never have i seen the prolongation of rains into november..;.
today is the 1st of december and guess WHAT...
anyway, i am more of a michael chricton fan when it comes to the concept of global warming.
Hence i have started Imagining on the lines of the mayan concept of end of the worlds...
it says chaos leading to ultimate Armageddon in the year 2012...
politically (i.e manmade) chaos has incread and accelerated from world war 1 to the recent aggression by north korea on the south leadin to massive tensions in that region, ofcourse the war on terror
and pre existing tensions in the indian subcontinent..
the weather too has been more on the rough side since a past few years...
now this november rain has forced me to think on lines of 2012 being the end of the world...
COOL
so i have an idea...
lets all go to the himalayas... start traing from now... in terms of increasing ur tolerance to high altitudes, plus stamina...blah blah... learn to swim for looooong distances and stay afloat for long hours, try to live on a minumum diet, so tht ur body adapt to long days of starvation...
ultimatley after all this confirm the date of armageddon, from a few days before tht go to nepal become friends with some trekking enthusiatic sherpas... they will be ur friends for the future...fo those who r single try finding a hot nepali chick to climb with u to mt. everest... remember This is All for the propogation of Human species.
anyway after al this make sure you buy a paraglider, one each for all those who r trekking along with u... make sure u plan ur trek or ascent to the peak, mt.everest so tht u reach its summit on the day of armegeddon.... stay there.. yea ofcourse carry lots of food... Beforwe tht i forgot to mention one thing,,,, make sure u train some donkeys along with u for this adventure from now on, coz
u may need them to carry ur supplies.
anyway so stay there..
To Be Continued

Nothing Lasts forever In the Cold November Rain!

wake me up when september ends, U2 october, November Rain, My december....
:(
But We Shall script Our Own Song About this Coming February!! :)

Oxymoron

I want to Change the Fact that Everything Is Changing So Quickly!
I want to Change the Fact that My Coordinates on the timeline Graph are Changing Very quickly...
i want to Change from Plain Play option to Rewind Option!
ha... noone expected a retrospective change.. well there u go :(
Want to Change the present to the past, to Change certain things there, which would Change something in the present, to Change Me for the Future, which would probably Change the way i was living Simultaneuosly In another Time portal which i here am referring to the future!

Climacteric Of College Life

As we stand at the brink of armageddon, where hell is let loose on us, when we meet our fate scripted by us from the past few years, when we finally end our MBBS life, to enter a Neo-Era, of a new level of competitive force, New challenges, its not difficult to conceive a notion of the phase of our college Life's Climacteric. There is a Feel Of Impendig Doom, not only coz of the massive obstacle in front of us but this gnawing feeling of ending one of the, if not the, best part of our lives, independent, free, where we could still find and express the remnants of those childhood whims and fancies and also the newly found, previously forbiddden ( still forbidden) stuff which we integrated into ourselves.I can relate ourselves to the newly born (wild or domestic) animal, which struggles to stand on its weak unused feet. but its just a matter of minutes that it would get up, either to run away from a predator, or to run to a place where it would start its lessons to survive in the "wild" to escape or attack. THe few minutes are going to feel like eternity though, coz when u do walk from there, when u do run away from where u were delivered, u become a different entity, those moments are gone, the joy of achievement is lost. i am not saying, i wouldnt have any more thrills or pleasures awaiting me on my way somewhere, i know it wont be the same , it can never be the same. Its wrong to compare they say, but dude, to not compare is to control one of the most important evolutionary developments of a human psychi. Comparing Erratically is also letting your thoughts go...
Where Do we Go from here?
Why Does this have to be so abrupt?
Why cant there be any other way, of this happening?
Well when i say climacteric, it obviously implicates us to having mood swings at the end of an extremely Fertile phase!

Places to Laze around , Hang out with Friends, Smoke, Eat good food, then ofcourse, chai and coffee

1. Nerhu Hostel : Fresh And Honest Coffee Shop
2. Shenoy's, KMC greens
3. Chai Place near venugopal temple adjacent to Tiwari Chat
4. Press Cart, Opp. MIC
5. Student Point, near Charaka Hostel
6. Tiwari Chat ( near KC, Venugopal temple)
7. Sarada Fresh And Honest Coffee Shop + akka Shop+ basketball Court
8. Uncle point, near saralibettu
9. vikram's , in front of mit
10. Pabba's , near the ganesha temple, below end point
11. Manchi (although its more like a picnic spot) near syndicate bank school or something, a small cliff below the industrial area
the location of the following 3 places will be told personally
12. disha point
13. jugnu/firefly point

14. ofcourse, Kemmannu, en route to the delta beach

13. bhutta point

its not going to be the same... anymore

the dates for the final semester exams are out, and the dates for the university will follow!
when i joined , i thought its gonna a be a looong course ahead of me, thought i may actually be relieved to be done with it, to stand on my own two legs, earning my way through the world reaching my ultimate goal.
but now i want things to stop, to come to a standstill, for the "change" lover that i am, i am uncomfortable with this transition. its gonna be quick, gruesome coupled with the anxiety of whether we will be able to make it or not, incase some screwed up prof. ends up in our exam.
its gonna be very strange when most of your pals, aah... great friends... leave this place forever.
manipal definitely is an awesome place but it loses its character, which is constituted by the people with whom u spent ur entire 4 years with... ate, drank, frolicked, slept, ran, swam, fought, doped, studied....
damn it 'change'... i dont like u for the moment!
hope u get it!
and manipal, please keep inspiring me with life!

The Party

The Dance Floor Is Sore from all the Night's Dancing!!! Alcohol Is averse To us holding it! Tobacco Doesn't want to be cultivated anymore... What A NIGHT/EARLY MORNING

23rd october
09.30pm  : COCKS and MOCKS
10.00 pm : High, on top of Cocks and mocks
11.15 pm : Trying to fit in all the ladies into the safari... cns depression receding... 
11.25 pm : Still Trying to fit all the girls in.... Cns depression Suppressed... not high anymore
11.30 pm : My friend starts the car... the poor guy doesnt even drink... there comes a voice... STOP...i forgot my invitation card
11.35 pm : We Finally move... few girls Shriek, Scream... i turn The Mallu song loud, there are a few warnings exchanged accross the car for the safety of the passengers to shut up!
11.55 pm : Paradise Isle
DANCE, midnight sncak
DANCE
-------do----------
02:00 am
-------do---------- plus drink
04:00 am
-------do----------
04:30 am
-------do----------
Friend afflicted from trauma "nail avulsion"
breakfast
05:30 am
dancing to Tamil songs like " daddy mummy vetum illa"
06:00 am
Sitting on the walkway with my wounded friend looking at the silver water waves "shut up"...still continue with the description of the moon (it was a full moon)...the friend resigns to my constant chatter... relieved that it was cloudy enough to cover all the stars up!!!
06:30 am
first trip back to hostel... people being loaded into the Big Black Safari
07:00 am
in the car... back to hostel
07:40 am
Casualty hearing hilarious stories about how the Ortho PG took my wounded firend's History
08:00 am
Fresh And Honest... wah!
09:00 am
mit food court eating Paranta and Dahi
09:45 am

zzzzZZZZZZZZ......

there you go... (literally!)

as you enter manipal, it is as if, we take a drink from the river of 'lethe', forget the outside world, and flout the freedom of unrestricted life in this little Malgudi of ours.
a mini universe, its own little governing body, we are worried about very few things outside manipal.
except the few odd calls we get from the outside world and few scraps or commments on our walls on various social networking sites, we remain blissfully disconnected.
some complain yet embrace this new lifestyle.
its been a while since i had first come to this place.
but it wont be long before i get out of here.
it wont be long before i realise what i had lost, am already feeling it.
manipal, many cities may come and go, many cities may endear me, many cities may show me better magnanimous things, but none of them can even come close to your unique character, ur distinct flavour.
Manipal... Inspired By Life

Memories S01E01

1st year... This and all, that and all, manipal and all! Vow, shak pai's classes were a riot, remember her explaining the development of pitutary having an analagy with two students tudyin hard and one studying more than the other!

Who the Hell decided to have Dissection immediately after LUNCH!!!

I had to make up reasons like 'i was visualising the diagrams in netters' when I was found dosing off in front of chak marx sirs table!

2nd year... Udupa sir, I bet a million bucks if anyone could reproduce information the way he did word to word from kdt, why the hell did he waste time on making the slides?

Remember the handle chor in forensic department ... And how batch b was tortured to make sure they found some handles missing from the revolving chairs, it was absurd!!! There war many theories as to where those handles had dissappeared, people who read this and are able to recollect, will have a smile on their face as they read this.

Guess where they found them, inside the hollow of those chairs

3rd year....ok so... Prevalence of goitre...ok so...ok so...

Buzzwords...take home message...

The husband goes to bombay gets aids, he gives it to his wife, his wife gives it to the society!!!

Absurdity, boredom coupled with resentment and humourous side of frustration was our experience in commed!

Sixth semester RIP x(

 Here we are trying to recollect all those moments to make us get through the g@n# bachao andolan yet to begin this last semester...

We truly are Inspired by life!

MANIPAL "INSPIRED BY LIFE"

26/9/10
9.00 : LT, Katurba hospital (frustrated), no cases, only high risk mothers sleeping.
9.30 : Vitals and examination of all the mothers in the LT
10.00: Go upstairs to ob5 classroom, time pass, play age of empires with amit
10.45: defeated badly! go for adrak chai at charaka (awesome)
11.30: room, house S07E01
27/9/10
12.30: back in LT
01.00: PPROM case, with spontaneous uterine contractions, p/v 50% effaced, admitting one finger, cant stop delivery
01.30: fall asleep in LT, in the comfortable cane chair
04.00: AWAKE to the Loud cries of a VEry distressed mother!
04.15: male baby, 1.9 kg
05.15:waiting for anchit to come and give attendace, ipsita tells me its monday, i wonder how i would get past this week ( dejected, need a vacation, want to go away from this place)
06.00: reach room, wide awake, with a mission to do select topics in obg and gyn!
06.45: finish a topic, look out of my window, visibility :10m, cant even see the patch of green b/w interact and amartya sen hostel!
06.48: turn my bike on....wrooooooooooooooooooooooooooommmmm.............!
07.00: wiping my specks, still on my bike, high beam light, risky ride!Just when i was getting frustrated, just when i feeling low, Manipal hits me with another surprising package, an unprecedented amount of fog, what a bike ride!
07.04: take my famour detour off the road, to bhutta point(i named it), i wish i was here with a hot chick!!! :P
07.19: Satkar, suprabhatam in the background, a hot coffee!!!
07.25: room, what a morning

Thunderstruck

Yesterday was a Disco Night for the gods residing above manipal!
a brilliant audiovisual display of Lightning and thunder... the only problem was their plumbing was a little weak... drenching everyone beneath.
i guess it was intentional, so many people complaining about the continuos incessant rainfall for the past few months.
it had stopped for a few days, still people were bragging about it.
i guess they might  have pissed a few people in the municipality depatment of the city in the heaven above manipal.
and yesterday was an awesome day to carry out their punishment, none of the other gods would have even suspected a thing, what would they know they were "thunderstruck"!!!!

Marena

Awesome, Vow, Beautiful, Massive, WTF....COOL.... Broca's output!
the pathway being...optic nerve>occipital visual cortex>association fibres hypothalamus and broca's motor area>speech!!!
But after a while when the cortcal function takes over, when reasoning gets the better of impulsive behaviour, conscience kicks in, then you wonder.
what is the point?
why is there even a point?
why not that and why this?
necessary?, especially when manipal without marena has nothing less to offer ..oh yea the squash courts, high class gym facilities, world class badminton courts, sauna, steam bath... blah blah etc...
people i guess would have taken memebership at valley view if they wanted to have such recreational activities esp the last two.
coming to the badminton courts, they had two of them they could have added two more, gym...dude we all would have preffered if they improved the already existing gyms at various hostels, squash courts ...yea..thts a new thing...but they could hhave constructed a much smaller structure!
I am not even getting into deep commentary about cricket practice nets, tennis etc....coz we have a cricket ground, tennis courts, football ground etc ..already...and they  r pretty decent!
why then this squandering of wealth on already existing facilties?
people may argue why build such a big library then...., guys this is not a sports village...it is an educational village with facilities enough to cater to almost all the sporty needs of its students, infact they could have provided bigger budgets on the accesories required for various sports, the uniform for various students representing their college...much much more... not marena!
others may argue the staff may need it, they deserve it, esp to all those longstanding,loyal to "pai family" staff,,, but guys they still have to pay whtver be the amount. am sure they would have been much more satisfied with an increase in pay, they might have started working mre efficiently then rather than MU taking another route on increasing their effieciency{physical health for better mental health.... bull shit...esp.in the context of manipal}
there are more important issues concerning the residents of manipal than having a glamourous sports and exercise and recreational facility!
for example... Please build the road to end point !!!! :)... many more... schemes for poor patients who cant afford  basic and advanced health care (i am sure u wouldnt mind ur fee money going into that than this...again i may have opposition on this statement but trust me ur whole clinics experiance would improve)
not being over critical, love manipal, cant see its founder family and the administration squander the wealth of people who constitute it, i.e the students... over a POINTLESS FACILITY!!!
NO IT DOESNT IMPROVE THE IMAGE OF MANIPAL!!! THERE ARE MANY OTHER WAYS OF ACHIEVING THAT!